I'm tired with X

I have 2 accounts, both suspended for inauthentic behavior, but my alt was back in Dec of 25, appealing with angry language in english and vietnamese, and gotten back got suspended again after idk 4 months? And now, even though i send appeal twice already, there is no mail saying they will reject my appeal or accept it. One was on the 1st of August, and the second one was on the 9th of Sept. And there is no hope on my main. It got suspended on the 31st of july and is stuck with the 1s auto rejection after sending an appeal. I want to quit, but i still have my friends on there. I am even thinking about creating a new account, but I'm scared they will suspend it again.