Tapering down have no one to speak to. Would really appreciate a mentor!

Hello!

I’ve been on 7 for about 8 or so months and at my worst I was at 300-400mg a day. About 1-2 months ago I cut down to 150mg a day that was fairly easy. I’ve been under 130mg for a week and il be at 100mg for atleast 2-3 days. I have a stash and I’m committed to quitting, even though it’s there in disgusted and ashamed I’m physically dependent, so I haven’t fell into temptation.

Honestly going from my worst to 150mg was fairly easy, now at sub 120mg a day it’s pretty rough. I’m pushing through though.

I’m honestly just lost and ashamed, I feel so stupid to have become physically dependent and I don’t have no one to talk to about it. I feel alone, embarrassed, but I’m trusting the plan and GOD.

I have a good little stash of 7 and kratom lead capsules. I want to transition to just capsules and then work down from there. Again, I’m kinda lost I’ve red up on others experiences and testimony and I’m grateful for everyone that’s shared there experiences.

I’m posting cause I’d really appreciate any advice and guidance, a mentor would be amazing. I’m commited to quitting, besides 7 I have a great life and have built up great discipline.

Thank you everyone in advance, GOD bless you all.