Then I will be in love again?? For someone who can understand my (pots) if I am a man.

My ex girlfriend she left me in the hospital 3 months ago because she can’t carry about my situation she told me something was hurtful to me about then I was a obstacle in her way we went 4 years together until now and idk if I will meet someone again someday who can love me like this it’s hard to believe sometimes but I guess it is what it is.