Recently broke up and needing advice

To keep it short, I met a girl at mun last year and this year she has seen me and texted me(we were in different cities)

And we got into a relationship. We had a nice 3 month paradise like relationship, no modern relationship shit. And since it was my uni exam year I was studying and shes 1 year younger than me. We went into a short break and decided to talk about relationship after she said i wasnt the priority to her at that time.

She texted me after the exam and we talked about the relationship, I was clear about it and leave her the choice whether she wants to continue or not. A few days later she came up with this text and broke up with me saying if we're meant to be we'll meet again I said ok I wish you good luck on everything. 2 months later, now I saw a love-like poem about me on a site she was writing all the time that only I had the link of. The poem smelled so much regret and fear that I would reject her if she bring it up. She mentioned the dreams and other memories of ours and sentences like "would you want to see me again?" "In my room filled with blues, you still have a say".

This was a week ago and when I checked her whatsapp her profile pic was gone today. She probably deleted my contact and I wasnt lookinh forward to text cause she was the one ending it after my hard tryings. Shes an avoidant but I would like to have a clear relationship her being healed as an avoidant and wouldnt leave the relationship when things get hard. I feel I dont even know what to do in this situation she seems pretty regretful but should I be the one reaching? I have no idea