Any other SiriusXM Utopia listeners here?

For the record, I did search this sub for Utopia before I posted and nothing really came up.

Class of 2000 here and everytime I listen to Utopia I'm transported to HS and my early 20s. Just me in my basement bar folding laundry... sneaking a few shots. Don't judge! It brings back a lot of memories of my teens. And I pretend the bad stuff didn't happen, let go of the regrets and forget the past 26 years (How did that much time pass?). I remember the good times, the feeling of having a whole lifetime ahead of me and marvel at the wonderous idea of "what if someday".

If I could pump that feeling into my veins, I would... Does Utopia do that for any of you guys too? I hope something does that for you occasionally. I know its not healthy to live in the past and for some reason I sometimes feel bad about the joy this subreddit gives me. I know I can't go back. I know it wasn't that great (for me at least). I know I can't change anything thing from back then.

In case you are wondering, I'm not paid by SiriusXM. However, I worry that they'll get rid of the channel I love if there aren't enough listeners. Just think about it, K?