Should i end it all?

Idk why n how i m getting views on something i posted on my own reddit acc. But fuck it , i don't have anywhere else to go. I m not chatgpting shit.

I feel people who commit suicide are braver then who just think of attempting but never do.

I m in the latter one.

I want to, but the fear of being handicapped all your life in case u survive just scares ts outt of me.

I m suffering from sucidal ideation from past 5-6 months.

Its getting worse.

I can't go to doc.,don't have friends

Truly miserable

Friday 00:43 am