Is car PTSD a real thing

I’m a 35 yo old male, cycles hard everyday practically up until like 23. Just picked up again 12 years later. Is there such thing as car ptsd? I’m realizing I’m a little paranoid and when you see the look on my face when a car pulls up to the T as I’m going down the main artery tells a lot
lol. I’m all fairness I joy hit by a car once. 2 times I had a car throw
Something at me
But that was during a festival so it was tourists probably. Had a lot of close calls. Actually just yesterday a motorcycle was literally abolishing away from committing (leaning into the turn with the force of gravity in a way that creates an event horizon. When your in a crash you can relate better but all that said I actually can’t enjoy riding I don’t know what happened it aucks I love this sport and didn’t realize how much I missed it til I got back