[VOD REQUEST] [GOLD 2] i literally feel like im going crazy. am i bugging out or did i throw?

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the magik, white fox and pun all said i threw the game, the white fox asked for me to give them cnd but i said no because she's my main and the game was already going south so itdidt seem wise for me to do someone im less confident with. the magik said that she came in front of me and was asking for heals but i literally didn't see her ping anything or else she would've been healed etc. the white fox proceeded to tell me that i wasn't healing anyone and that i suck at cnd yada yada yada. pun said i was throwing when magik and white fox were popping off. i literally feel like im going insane but i don't want to act like i was just innocent so i went to look at the replay and skimmed it and im struggling to see what's being talked about...like how did i throw the game...? i give up with comp, i just need this all to reset or smth