I think i dont want to be alive anymore

Hello im 26 (m) and I think my time is up, I have epilepsy since birth and depression for like a 8 years, had very bad year over all and cant find proper job for a year so im stucked only at part time jobs after I have been to like 120 job interviews, bcs of that I started having financial problems and im currently in pretty big dept and cant even pay for rent anymore. I often think about ending it, atleast I wouldnt feel miserable anynore.