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Hello every one .my name is adeel . i am currently live in uk almost 5 years . 1 year ago my mental health is declined . after that i attempt to end my life . i am originally from pakistan . i toook so much tablets in april and admitted to hospital arround one month but i servived . after that i do second attempt arround a month ago . my kidney stopped working . they give me dialyses . and my liver also demaged . due to this i lost my job also . i admitted in crises point but things not getting better .at the moment i dont have home . dont have any one to talk about. i am just scared i dont want to do again this but my mental health are very bad . plz approch me to save my life .