Edging Diary: Entry 2 (+ mini life updates)

Back again with my edging progress updates!

The progress I've made has been very slow these past couple of days. I either haven't been that horny or haven't had the chance to touch myself. It's soo frustrating! Alllll I want is to masturbate my meat but instead, shit gets in the way.
I will say: I'm glad I got my entire bedroom cleaned out yesterday! Means a lot more time and space is carved out for edging in the future! And pics 😋

I haaave jerked off a little today. I rubbed my clitdick using my sex juice as lube like I usually do, and I almost gave in and ruined immediately, but I was like "wait and minute" and stopped myself.

THEN I kept edging and reading posts from my favorite subreddit (you'll never guess haha) and EVEN THOUGH I pressed down hard to stop my dick from throbbing, he STILL managed to ruin somehow. 😭 I'm annoyed. Not because it doesn't feel amazing, which it does, but because I wanted to edge a LOT longer than that. So I'm kinda taking a break as protest haha. I'm a bit mad at my dick 😅

And another thing: to me, ruins don't count as real orgasms, so I technically haven't cum since the orgasm I had on the cruise ship.

Which was...a couple weeks ago now? Wow! At least I'm keeping my goal of not cumming. I want to save my next O for the right time, which means self-denial for the near future! I'm excited to see how long I can last and I just knowww it's gonna be worth it mmm.

I dooo plan on posting about it all, of course, because it's fun to be slutty and show off!

Comment if you want more of me 😋