When I’m sick is when I truly realize how alone I am

Got a pretty nasty cold and feel very weak atm. It’s moments like this I truly realize how alone I really am, no one there to help me and be there for me when I need it basically. I had the shivers last night and was so scared. To think there are so many people out there having the same experience is depressing. I hate being sick.

What if I passed away while sick, no one would even really notice.