Am I a trans?

I've been growing as a guy.

I recently started being a femboy.

I've liked it.

but. I keep gooning and stuff.

nonetheless, i go out as fem in the public.

fully fem makeup.

I feel like being trans might be my call

I have always felt like a girly girl

small height, figure like a girl and slim

I also do look feminine

pretty feminine when I'm dressed and have done my makeup.

I'm currently a femboy.

I'm not sure if I'm trans but I feel extremely lonely when I see guys and girls my age outside enjoying life.

am I trans or am I just depressed?

I don't know guys but I do want to have bigger boobs, nice ass and thicker thighs. I want to be more girly and stuff. I want to express myself fully in the public. but I'm scared cause of my relatives nd homophobic parents. they're strict.

guys please need advice as a guy wanting to transition.