Wanted to ask this.

I just wanted to ask this because I fall to it many times, tik tok comments and the images, I have come across so many tik toks of people suffering on video and I open the comments and I straight up just laugh so much it happend a few minutes when I tell you I was laughing so much my stomach was hurting but the feeling after is horrible like did I really just laugh at a video of someone clearly suffering? I just wanted to ask what do others do when this happens because right now I just feel dissapointed in myself and Jesus being dissapointed in me.