Weed is horrible and so is Nicotine

I wanted to get up and literally do anything but I feel so lethargic and tired like every bit of energy is sucked from me I hardly eat, when I smoke it’s such a monumental feeling of joy for a short time around 25-40 mins while I listen to music it’s awesome I’ll hit my nic and smoke a bowl with some wax on it. But it’s pretty bad my consumption is pretty bad around a g of wax and 3.5 of bud a day. I’m 19 and this has been going on for a while now and I’m not even concerned that I have nothing going for me in life which stems from my use and that’s horrible someone my age should have motivations and aspirations with tons of energy. My advice is is you are smoking try to smoke at night and tone down your use this isn’t some post about me needing sympathy I just want to inform others that even the little addictions can really set you back in life and can make you content with the bare minimum.