Because I criticize people who criticize judge and hurt others with their actions stemming from wrong judgments, I am getting railroaded in life

Because I criticize most everyone who judge someone them hurt that someone, I am being not only left out of oppuryunity. Actively messed with, time wasted, and my time is my money. Money is survival. I am struggling so freaking hard because I dared call out critics who don’t just criticize but use violence because they become reenergized, reviltalzied by hurting people and because I mess with their happiness I deserve to struggle and have the worst life. Any ideas on how I should change my life if these people are so closed off they can’t be open to an interpretation of life where everyone celebrates and enjoys it and works towards things that bring enjoyment, or let them make some people miserable and reward miserable people because they say we all lack foresight to work hard knowing the long term result in what will actually make us happy? They’re not wrong; I’m just tired of the journey being miserable for a good end result when the journey matters equally as much.