Looking for a cg or just even a relationship

My name is Maddie ,I'm 23 years old . I'm just a quite introverted person, if I'm not at work or doing my assignments I'm just at the library reading books or at the shops looking for new cute things I can buy 🙈.

I really give alot of attention to someone who cares about me too and constantly check on them ,overtime when I get comfortable with them I get more clingy .

I'm looking for someone to be my CG but not straight up starting as that ,I want to be friends, just talking to know each other to understand if I could let my guard down with them. The person could be from 20-40

I'm really sorry I'm not good at describing this but I hope atleast it made sense of what I'm looking for .