Just overly tired

Been NEETing on/off for the past 8 years, longest I've worked is one year. I just feel stuck and it feels like I'm going to be stuck working dead end jobs unless a miracle happens. I don't really have hope anymore, I'm just tired of the bs. I'm sick of living at home, but I have no money to do anything. I hate being around family since they all have good jobs and I'm the only one struggling to get a job at my age. I'm tired of it. The only good thing is I have no debt, but I'll probably have to work teenagers' jobs until the day I die, it's either that or NEETbux I guess. I'm just tired.