you took everything from me

officially decided to be done with the emotionally abusive relationship i was in for the last year.. that alone took a lot for me but it was even harder to start accepting that’s what the relationship was 😭 finally starting to talk about what i was put through & hide from others to “protect” him..

in the beginning he was the insecure one. the one who was jealous of everything around him & everyone. he did not like himself at all now that i look back. by the end he flipped it to that being me.. walked away laughing & saying “wow i can’t believe i use to be so jealous and insecure like that”.. if im being honest, that’s the nicer side of how bad it was.

this is just day one of fully coming to terms with this. i was hoping people could leave some encouragement for me while im still working to break the habit of wanting to call him. trauma bonds are terrible y’all..