GUYSSSS, IMMA START MY HRT JOURNEY SOON!!! I can't wait!

In the future I wanna get surgery so then I can feel like myself. Which atm I am not. Im trying to do a gofundme but im scared to ask anyone. I'll definitely not let and ask my family to help me bc they're anti-Lgbtq+ and I don't want to have to deal with them. Any help is appreciated please.🏳️‍⚧️🩵