Do people truly seriously enjoy coke?

I see all of these glamorous things about Coke like in movies and how cool rich people do it and how fun it is at parties and such. I’ve given Coke like 20 attempts throughout my life and not a single time has it been even somewhat halfway decent. The first line makes you feel hyper, cool. Then you quickly come down and start to feel off so you take more but it never hits the same as the first line anyway. Sometimes it’s fun for at most an hour but then it just turns into binges full of anxiety, nose bleeds, paranoia, etc…. And then the absolute worst part is the next day. It’s almost as if every ounce of happiness is drained from your soul. I don’t understand how this is something people actually enjoy??? Am I missing something here? My nose gets all effed up and odd shit starts coming out of it and I just feel horrible and nothing helps but sleep and time. I’ve even sourced the most praised popular and supposedly purest greatest dealer on planet earth and it’s all the same bs. The next day is the worst day of my life. Do people addicted to this just accept this or am I missing something here? No helper meds work I just feel like absolute garbage.

Edit: I think that as a community of people who love drugs, rely on drugs for help whether it’s mental or physical, use drugs to escape horrible situations we’re in or numb us, or to the lucky few who somehow know how to use drugs sparingly just for fun just how shitty coke is as frequently as possible. Like at least once a month a post on here should blow up that explains how horrible coke is because we all get into those stupid situations where your brain forgets how painful it is and all you can think of is “oh man a line of coke would be so good right now!!!!!” But then you’re stuck on a shitty bender that ruins your fucking week. So if anyone even cares to read this then I really do think we should hold us accountable to continuously post about the horrible nosebleeds, the suicidal thoughts from no dopamine leftover, the emptiness it leaves you in, the damage it does to your heart, etc… this way whenever that dumb random evil urge comes up we can just open up Reddit and see a post of a person who just blew a chunk of his nose out from snorting coke and we can all go back to thinking “nah actually I’m good”.