How to cope with the last few months of waiting before testosterone.

For context, I'm finally starting T in mid November. It's exciting but I've been obsessing over thinking about it and how it'll affect me which is great because I know I'll be happy - but because of it times going by so slowly.

I've been writing down all my thoughts in hopes it'd get me to accept it and drop it until closer to the time but I can't.

I just want it now, and technically I could start late September which kills even more but because of my situation I've concluded it's safer to wait that extra 2 months.

What are coping methods I could do? Or is there no way around this but to wait. It's taking a toll on me.