A male nurse fingered my ass

I am admitted to a hospital due to some infection and I had some constipation as well as loose stool problem. A few days after admitting a male nurse got a shift to our ward. He was a little bit feminine so I he's atleast bi. He insisted on getting me an adult diaper. After it arrived he closed the curtains around my bed and told me to take of my shorts and underwear, and I did. He put the diaper on me. He touched my dick unnecessarily and that was it. After that he was shifted to somewhere else. Today afternoon ge came back to my ward and I told him about the constipation problem. Then he close the curtains and told me to take of my shorts, and I did. He looked into my ass by spreading my cheeks. Later he went out and bought some cream and told me to lie on my left side. Then he told me to move my right leg forward and straighten the left leg, probably to get a better look at my ass. Then he spread my butt cheeks and started applying that cream. It was kind of greasy and I felt like he's lubing me up. Now, I'm a grower and when I am soft my cock is only like 2 inches. Because I felt like he was lubing me up I had a slight erection. Then he proceeded to insert his finger very slowly into my ass. I felt my dick getting more bigger. Then I got scared and I acted like it was paining and then he took his finger out. Then he around the rest of my ass and then told me to turn around. By then my dick was about 60 percent harder and noticeably increased in size. He pushed my dick down twice and held it in place before putting back my underwear and shorts. I was in shock about what had happened and I didn't look at his face after that until ge left. Since then he did try to come into toilet while I was in there by making some excuses, but I didn't allow. I really enjoyed getting fingered but I wish this didn't happen in a hospital while I am in this situation. He kind of took advantage of me but I kind of really liked it. I wish someone fingered me with care and lube like he did. I was searching for nice people but I never thought I would get fingered like this in real life. I want to ask again to apply some cream on my ass and hope he fingers me, but I know for sure next time I'll get rock hard and that is why I am really nervous.