Impossible to find?

Recently I started entering the world of psychedelics. I tried shrooms and LSD with a couple of my friends and so far they have been one of the best moments we had as a group. I've always heard about DMT as the strongest trip one can experience and now that I have an overall view on this world I got really interested in trying it. The only issue is that I almost have no idea on how to get a pen or anything of the genre, I find it really hard to find information online and every person I asked never got ahold of some. I live in Europe so it might be harder to acquire, does anyone have any tips or suggestions? Thank you in advance!! <3