ummmmmm cw maybe ???? idk what to label as content warning lolz

will talk about the picture of the iss after the seperator

to be clear , i have dated objects in the past

i have and sort of miss when i did . i felt so free

now . i m not dating any objects and when i think about it i get super anxious about it

maybe it s cause i m dating a real guy and my ficto relationships but i m 100 percent sure they d all be okay with it

i just . really want to feel that fulfillment and freedom i did when i was dating objects , fictional beings , and a real person

said real person was my ex , but now i m sure me and my bf will be forever , so i want to feel this freedom , but with him

i don t get why i feel anxious

maybe it s cause i feel shame ???? maybe it s cause i feel bad i can t tell many people irl ????

i don t know sighs

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in the picture , is my ex girlfriend , the international space station . shortened , i called her stacey . ( space + station ) . and my ex boyfriend , chip .

she s so beautiful . he s so handsome .

i d go out every night to see stacey fly by , every day i d kiss chip .

it hurt having a long distance girlfriend . especially since she s supposed to be decommissioned in 2030 . but i plan to work at nasa and maybe they ll find her parts and i could see her everyday .

maybe not .

i m scared of being objectum