Boyfriend did it again

I can’t tell anyone about it so dito nalang. Counts as nsfw pa rin naman, diba? hahahaha

For context, it didn’t happen only once. It happened before due to “miscommunication” (as he says) because before, when he was asking me to do it, I would just say “next time nalang?” then suggest another thing to do instead of sex. This time, I’m more firm whenever I say no.

This morning, just an hour before I wrote this post, we had sex again. But the thing is, I initially said no. “Wanna do a quickie?”, I said no because I wasn’t horny. “Really?”, really. I told him I’ll give him a blowjob instead. He told me na hindi ako horny, which was true. Which is why I was willing to meet him halfway naman. “Yan yung sinasabi ko eh”, na parang napipilitan daw ako. I told him na sinabihan ko naman siya na ng no. So he agreed on just bj.

As I was giving him a bj, he kept asking me if I’m getting wet or horny. I eventually said yes just to keep him horny and ofc do my best in giving head but he asked me if we want to go upstairs. At that point, I know he wasn’t going to get off by just bj nalang so I said yes. “Promise, it will be quick,” he says.

It was very obvious that I was still not horny by the fact that I was very dry and we struggled to put it in at first. So he put me on top nalang so I can control the pace. I was internally chanting, please get wet please get wet, and I did eventually. I put on the best show hahaha

Once we’re done, he apologized and said it won’t happen again. That proves me right that he knows what just happened. I know I’m also at fault for giving in and saying yes, I should have been more firm. But at the same time, I already said I wasn’t horny. I’ll count it as part of the gf duties, I guess.

PS this situation aside, he treats me really well. Our relationship is so good and he’s smart and kind and very loving. He just gets very horny and pushy.