So guys this is how I studied in the last 1.5 months , pretty much inconsistent. Main daily bht koshish krrha tha ki pdhai kru pr merese ho hi nhi rhi thi idk why main subah achhi start krta tha fir pura din pdhta hi nahi tha. 

Do din pehle ,  main raat ko sone leta hua tha bss aankhe band krke tab mummy papa aapas me baat krrhe the and jab maine baate suni merko itna bura lga like papa said ki agar meri salary me se 15k jaate rhe loan me toh koi dikkt to nhi aayegi ( he wanted to buy something like a small land or idk ). 

Uske baad they were talking ki iska selection ho jaaye toh humlog thoda tension mukt ho kyuki ghr me kuchh issue bhi haii abhi ho sakta guys thode time baad bantwara ho almost har ghr me hota hai bhaiyo me. 

Iske baad merko itna bura lga uss time yeh sochke ki they have too much hopes from me and what am I doing is just procrastinating my goals aur din bhr pda rehta hu bistar pe pdhai nhi krta hu. 

Guys aaj se pdhunga main only alternate Sunday ko off lunga as merko test dene dusri city jana pdega toh almost 70% day chla jata usi me. 

I hope this time I'll be consistent and bache hue 6-7 mahino me kuchh kar jaau yaar and yaa agar koi sang me Krna chahe toh feel free to dm.

A small rant and a challenge.