Why do people think I’m the problem when I was bullied

Everytime I try to stand up for myself I get ridcul again. I cut these people out of my life now I’m the villain And being “over dramatic” like what else am i supposed to do huh? Always making fun of me bullying me and I’m just supposed to take it. these are people always older than me. I hate myself because of them Because nothing I do is ever right. They make fun of me for being younger than them yet there the ones crying about feeling older. make fun of my breast size c cup im 42kg mock when i listen to the music i like because it’s different to there’s. I was minding my Business and this weird man looked over my shoulder and said he’s never heard of the Snsd song i was listening to. I told him to fuck off because was Feeling uncomfortable i was 16 he was 10 year older than me at the time.

and that’s why he’s been brothering me non stop he thinks I have an attitude because he is as being a creepy weirdo And I called him out on it who looks over someone shoulder and complain about music they listen too. he also mocked my body when I was 17 he was 25 at the time. so many fucking grown adults thought it was funny to mock a minors body no wonder I feel like shit all the time it’s all cause of them. I suffering and still struggling With my self esteem. his girlfriend is overweight and has bigger breast than me so why are they throwing dagger at me. whats worse is I don’t even know these people or there names yet they cause me so much hell last year I’m losing it