I asked 3 different ai how would a schizoid describe their experience

I asked 3 different AIs to describe what is the schizoid experience and how would they describe it, i know this forum hates truth and don't like the psychologist that decided that your traits can be named a personality disorder but think about it this way, if it wasn't for them you'd just be a ninja without the sword and a purpose /s.

Original question is a bit longer, i only copied the inner experience, original:

How does a schizoid actually experience the true and false selves? How would one describe it from his own view?

Ai1: qwen

From the inside, it feels like I am watching my own life through a thick pane of glass. The person who goes to work, makes small talk, and smiles is not really 'me'—it is a character I play to keep the world at bay. This 'false self' feels mechanical and hollow, and I am hyper-aware of its insincerity, yet it is the only way I know how to survive without being crushed. Meanwhile, my 'true self' is hidden deep inside, completely disembodied and detached from my physical actions. In my inner world of fantasy, I am alive, free, and safe, but in reality, this true self often feels like an empty vacuum. I oscillate between a deep, aching longing to connect with others and a terrifying dread that any real intimacy will obliterate my fragile identity. If someone tries to get too close and pierce that outer wall, it doesn't feel like love; it feels like a violation or a threat of engulfment. So, I retreat further, isolating myself to protect both myself and them from my perceived inner destructiveness.

Ai2: gemini

When I am around people, I am performing a simulation of a person. I say the right things, but none of it touches my core. My real self is locked away in a room inside my mind where no one else is allowed to enter, because if anyone sees it or reaches for it, I feel an immediate panic that I will be consumed or controlled. I only feel fully alive and safe when I am completely alone.

Ai3: grok

The false self is the part that operates in the outer world: the body, the gestures, the polite conversation, the competent worker, the nodding listener. It can look functional, even skilled. Yet it is experienced as mechanical, remote, or not fully “me.” Actions, words, and even physical sensations often feel as if they belong to a system that is running on its own—compliant, adaptive, or simply going through the motions—while the person watches from a distance. Everyday life can therefore carry a quiet sense of unreality, emptiness, or futility, as if perception and behavior are happening to a persona rather than being lived by a whole self.

The true self, by contrast, is experienced as more inward, private, and often disembodied. It is the hidden core that feels authentic, alive in fantasy or solitary reflection, yet cut off from direct contact with other people and the external world. It may feel safer, freer, or more real precisely because it stays withdrawn—protected from being seen, influenced, or “taken over.” At the same time it can feel isolated, starved of real relatedness, and sometimes fragile or fragilely preserved, as if any genuine engagement risks overwhelming or annihilating it.

The overall experience is often one of living behind a pane of glass or inside a padded, sealed space: the outer self handles the world so the inner self does not have to risk itself. The result is a chronic sense of not fully participating, of watching one’s own life rather than inhabiting it, and of a deep (often unspoken) longing for contact that is simultaneously feared as dangerous.

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The thing i find interesting to talk about is what is the split in your view, and how would you rank your relatedness from 1 to 10, and what do yoh think about your question and where do you differ?

In my opinion the only thing wrong about those is the assumption in the question- that a schizoid would describe it, it's an irony to expect a schizoid would share their inner deep experience (assuming you take those descriptions to be true, thus schizoids are not willing to share), this is my only disagreement, my guess is that those descriptions are based on post-treatment schizoids.