had a seizure after 1.5 year

So I js had a seizure this morning, I didn't even realise it, I had a memory loss, my roommate told me that I had a seizure for 5-10, my eyes were rolled back, my body was stiff, I had vomit and I was drooling, I had a CT scan last year In March (when I first experienced something like it) I went to see a doc and they suggested a CT scan again, I was so fine til last night and now everything seems to be falling apart, if im being honest, I'm very scared, Idk what to do, I js wanna lead a normal happy life

I've so many questions, for those who've been experiencing it for a long time now, how's your life w it? I'm pursuing Machine Learning Course and I wanna be a n Machine Learning Engineer, would I be able to fulfill my dream? even If I get diagnosed w Epilepsy?

thanks!