Lost

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I dont want to die but I dont want to live.

I have so much stuff to do and I have a good flow going on.

But I have so little people who show they care.

Sure when I reach out they try their best to do so,

but im tired of always being the first to reach out.

I get that they're busy too but damn.

What must I do to stop feeling like this.

I genuinely don't want to die but I feel like dying is something that can free me from this prison.

It seems like the only option left even if it is the worst one.