Am i sissy / Crossdressers sexual?

I have been on reddit, from past few days exploring my Bi curious side of me,
I thought i was into some gay fucks and all but certainly, i came to realise, i love sissy and CD more than just fuckiing a bi men.

And this getting darker and darker every day with every scroll i do every person i text or comment or like.
My mind is like fuck there is so much to explore , and it’s so much fun being explored.