Sleep

Used to be able to black out and crash. Not anymore. I'm bipolar, so even with my meds drinking completely wrecks how they're supposed to work.

Now I'll be awake 3 days straight just pounding drinks and burning through packs of smokes. It's not even waking up in withdrawal. I literally just can't fall asleep at all. Guess I need to drink moar. Chairs pumpkins!