21F, multiple relationships and now multiple sugar daddy relationships. Starting to wonder where this is going

I’m 21F and have been in multiple relationships since I started college. I’ve also been intimate with multiple partners, and for the past while I’ve been involved in multiple sugar daddy relationships too.

I never really thought that much about the future when all of this started. I was in college, enjoying myself and just going with things. But now that graduation is getting closer, I’ve started wondering how sustainable this actually is. I don’t know how long these relationships will last, and sometimes I wonder if I’ll feel differently about all of this a few years from now.

On top of that, my family has started talking about getting me married after graduation. I’m honestly not ready for marriage at 21 and would rather delay it for a few years, but I already know that’s going to be a difficult conversation with them.

I’m mainly curious what people think about this from a long term perspective. If you were 21 and in this kind of situation, what would you be thinking about or doing differently? And if you’ve had a similar phase in your 20s, did your outlook change as you got older?