34[M4F] the friend zone and cucks

When I was younger I got friend zoned a lot. As an adult I'm now into being a cuck. Do you think being friend zoned turned me into a cuck? Or was it friend zoned because on some subconscious level these women knew I was a cuck? Have you ever cucked a guy you friend zoned? What would you do if a guy you friend zoned wanted to be your cuck?