I (36M) talked hundreds of strangers through it

I'm 36 now and in a committed relationship, but I find myself missing something I didn't realize would fade away: the raw, electric connection with strangers.

From my early 20s up until just a few years ago, I had this ritual between relationships. I'd find women who wanted exactly what I could give them, someone to talk them through their orgasm until we came together. I have a deep voice that women respond to, and I learned how to use it. Over the years, I did this with hundreds of women mainly from US but from all over the world as well.

I have a thing for control and praise, but I never came in with a rigid script. What worked was reading the room and building the vibe together. Some women wanted me to take complete charge. Others needed something softer. Some had specific kinks I'd never tried before, and we'd figure it out as we went. That collaboration was always better than any predetermined scenario.

But honestly? My favorites were the women who felt overlooked in their real lives. The ones who weren't getting attention at home, or who'd convinced themselves they weren't desirable. There was something about being the person who actually saw them and who told them exactly how gorgeous they were while they got off that hit different. Those sessions stuck with me more than the wilder ones.

And there were plenty of wild situations. Multiple times I ended up chatting with women who knew each other—friends, coworkers, even relatives once. Women in every relationship status you can imagine. Women with kinks I'd never heard of. Each one was its own thing.

Now the energy is different, and I'm in a different place. But I think about those nights sometimes—two strangers connecting through voice and words, building something intense and then letting it dissolve.

Does anyone else miss it? While hundreds of women are ultimately a fraction of a percentage of all women I do fantasize that some of them might see this and want to reconnect.

RIP to a great era