This whole neet pg has fucked me man

I have lost my spark ya all
It would be so devastating to see my potential wasted
I was so ahead of my peers in the beginning thats always been my issue
I am dreading the result what if i dont even get a 50 k
I took so many zolpidems during my preparation i dozed of during the exam
Three times it wasnt in my control
I am so scared
I know stuff should i prepare for ini nov