I had a fucking week (long rant)

So for starters my godmom was supposed to have a SIMPLE back surgery for a cyst removal last week meanwhile its been two weeks now and she is PARALYZED like ACTUAL PARALYZED so then i missed a SINGULAR day of school and now im failing EVERY CLASS BUT ONE I have NO idea anything going on in ANY of my classes my math teacher is OVERLY getting on to me i have NO motivation but i like this guy he was supposed to be the ONE GOOD THING I HAVE cause after my past rls where i got cheated on (and ALLL ALLLLLL ALLLLLL OF MY "FRIENDS" KNEW) i have a total number of 5 friends MAX and got about TEN PEOPLE wanting to jump me and most "friends" i jus ASSOCIATE with i am jus about GROWN AND IN COLLEGE but still staying with my parents but i am NOT allowed to get my drivers license or even stay up past 10PM and my dad personally makes sure by KICKING ME OFF THE WIFI causing me to miss a assignment worth 40% OF MY GRADE then i got my cycle but didn't realize and walked around with a BLOODY ASS ALL DAY WITHOUT NOBODY TELLING ME failed alll my exams this week, wait i got off topic so the dude was on the phone wit me then at 11pm he claims his "aunt" is calling him and jus complete radio silence and that the EXACT then my ex used to do while cheating but it tried to keep my composure because were not even technically together so i texted my ex gf who i still fw asking her to link jus for her to PROCEED TO LAUGH IN MY FACE AND SAY SHE'S TALKING TO MY COUSIN AND HAS BEEB FOR A WHILE THEN ON TOP OF THAT I WENT TO VISIT MY COUSIN TODAY TO FIND OUT HE'S LOCKED UP FOR 3 YEARSSSS ND HE OWNED ME MONEY FOR COLLEGE SO KNOW IM SCREWED ON THAT TO OH AND SINCE MY GODMOTHER IS HOPITALIZED IM TO TAKE CARE OF HER DISABLE HUSBAND AND 2 GRANDKIDS i wish ts was ai