Any Writers in GL?!?!!!

So lets starts from beginning. I started writing when I came in 9th class and it was pretty fun to express something I feel, in words maybe no one can understand, untill they dived deep. For me it was my coded language for my every ups and downs. I soon thought of writing a novel too and i tried but left mid way because I felt crucial was missing and it was no more fun to me. Fast forward to today, It was a beautiful journey because i seriously learned many things like poems is not a coded language Its more of a experience and grief in happiness or writing short stories to relive the moment of my past in a less regrettable way. Perhaps pretty confusing I guess. But seriously it is something I love, you know its like my dead self (once got killed in past) pulls me into their graves, sometimes they block my memories or something they destroys me mentally so i can not write. But after all this, I find beauty in everything yet those beauty are drowned in despair.

So if there are people like me, I'd like to connect with them. Who loves to write poem and stories or even trying to a novel, doesn't matter how good you are at because no one can be perfect, we are humans and we are embedded with our imperfection but those imperfection are just too beautiful to look through.