At what point do you consider someone “freaky”?

Basically I come off innocent and not like the freak I am and want to be. I want to be considered a freak. It makes me feel sexy and empowered. I’m trying to figure out where the line is drawn between being a freak and being “normal” or “vanilla”. I also find that it’s easier for me to be freakier over text than it is in person, I get a little nervous and shy in person. Anyone else?