Looking for Guru swami

I am planning to do ayappa diksha for the first time but I don’t have any contacts for guruswami to help me through this. I am hesitant to be indulged in a group because I am not a social person and concerned about living conditions in a sannidanam. Any help in sharing contacts of a guru swami who can help me do this without dependency or atleast find a sannidanam that iI could be comfortable with would be really great.