All these years later

Hyper-sexuality has fried my brain.

I realized I suppressed a lot in my life. When I was young, not sure exactly what age, let’s say 6 or 7, my sister who is nearly 7 years older than me would “play” with me.

It’s not something I really carried with me but then one day I really started to analyze my sexual appetite and behaviour and realized it all started with her.

Instead of becoming angry or whatever other normal reaction, I am attracted to the thought of “playing” with her again.

I must be crazy.