dk what to do

2yrs long distance, i’ve been wanting to just meet them once but haven’t. he can’t due to home and financial issues and i can visit, but last time i brought it up he said “idont want you to waste ur money” and well i reassured him it wasn’t a waste but he didn’t care so whtvr. now im just very sad and lonely, i want to be with them and i told myself just one more year, but after that idk if i can keep putting myself in such emotional distress. i cry about this like every other week, ill cry myself to bed or at work.

how long have yall been in ldr? idk how long is too long and if maybe love just isnt enough to keep me here.