B-RADS 5, awaiting biopsy results, just asking for prayers 🙏

Hello! Posting today for a prayer request/good thoughts. And also sharing my story should anyone else going through something similar fine comfort in knowing you’re not alone.

Quick backstory: I went for my first mammogram and ultrasound about a week ago. The radiologist immediately expressed a high level of concern and scheduled me for an ultrasound-guided biopsy of two sites on my left breast.
I had my biopsy on Wednesday, performed by a different radiologist, who confirmed that my mammogram and ultrasound matched. She described what they’re seeing as abnormal mass/tissue that spreads to areas of calcifications in my left breast. She classified it as BI-RADS 5.

I’m 41 and healthy, yet I feel so completely out of control and alone right now.

My mom passed away from breast cancer that had recurred 25 years ago. She didn’t carry the gene, although I haven’t been tested myself, but the fear of potentially going through what my beautiful mother went through is beyond overwhelming.

I’ve been praying and feeling all the emotions — sadness, anger, numbness, disbelief. I’m so grateful for all of the brave and amazing women here who have shared their stories. It has helped more than you probably realize.
Selfishly, I’m here to ask for prayers that my pathology results come back benign. 🙏 If you have a prayer request of your own, please send it my way and I’ll absolutely do the same for you. 💛

Thank you!