How it started from the beginning [Fantasy]

This is really just an embellished personal history.

The first time I brought my wife home was our second date. After dinner and drinks I invited her to sleep over my apartment. I was too nervous, she was by far the hottest girl I'd ever been with - blonde hair, beautiful face, big tits, slim waist, juicy ass, and great skin, she was just incredible. I couldn't get it up. She was playing with and sucking on a limp little worm. She got on top and straddled me, grinding, trying to make something happen, but nothing, until while still limp, I started leaking cum on my thighs. It was the strangest thing and had never happened before, my nerves were just that tight I think. I got a towel and cleaned up.

Eventually, embarrassed, I offered to lick her pussy until she came, but she told me she really wasn't into that and asked if I had any toys. Feeling even more embarrassed and unsure of how she'd react on our first sexual encounter, I admitted I had a few toys I used for prostate play. She asked to see them, and I showed her, first a large butt plug, then a seven inch nice girthy dildo - one of the expensive ones.

She saw the dildo and said it was perfect, just the right size. We were both still naked and looking at the dildo and then back at me, and seeing how much bigger the fake cock was, and would obviously still be if I was hard. It was so weird to me because I almost never had trouble, I got hard very easily. Only on my first encounter with new women had I ever had issues.

I lubed up and fucked her with the dildo and played with her clit, getting her to cum within minutes. I was hoping it would get me hard but nope, so I kept going until she had another orgasm about 20 minutes later. I cleaned everything up, and we fell asleep spooning nude.

I woke up on my back to the feeling of her soft hands stroking my morning wood. "I was hoping to see how big it gets" she said. "Were you embarrassed about your size?"

I really wasn't even thinking about that at all. I'd had a handful of girlfriends and never got complaints. I was just under 6 inches, but nice and thick with a prominent head, and I got hard when I was supposed to and lasted long enough. I was adequate and never thought otherwise.

But the way she asked, something was happening. "That must be it, I feel you getting harder" she said. "You know I need something more like what you gave me last night."

I don't know what came over me. It has only been a few easy light strokes, but along with those words, I felt ready to burst. I told her I was about to cum and she stopped stroking, resting both hands on my thighs with her thumbs pressing on my balls. "Oh you like that do you?" she asked.

"I guess so" I replied, with a quaver in my voice. I had never thought I would respond to something like this the way I was. I was in a trance from it. I felt my cock twitching under her hands and she started slowly stroking again, lightly touching with one or two fingers up and down my shaft.

"You're being a good boy for mama, look how nice and hard your little cock gets for me." I was trying my hardest to hold back. She felt it and stopped stroking again. "Wow, we found out what gets you going real quick." She said.

It felt so good, it was like she was unintentionally edging me. It was somehow innocent yet experienced. It was like I was extremely sensitive to her touch and she felt it, and responded accordingly, backing off, not wanting me to cum too quickly.

She crawled back up next to me, to whisper in my ear as she reached down to continue caressing my cock. "I bet you'd like it if I told you about some of my previous boyfriends." Her voice was like a tickle in the back of my head. "Especially the ones with nice big cocks, much bigger than yours."

She was lightly squeezing my balls with one hand while my cock was laying flat against my pelvis, her other hand using one finger to tap and rub just my head. Her elbow was planted on my chest holding her torso up, so I had a nice view of her perfect tits swinging.

I couldn't say anything, I was putting all brain power into trying not to cum, while being overwhelmed by my surprise that this was even turning me on at all. I couldn't deny that it was definitely working for me physically. I was straining all my muscles when she stopped stroking to stop myself from cumming so quickly.

She saw the precum stringing from my cock as it twitched under her finger, pinched it off my head, and looked at me with it in her fingers. She stuck out her tongue and licked it off her fingers before immediately kissing me aggressively, leaving my face full of slobber after. She was making sucking noises at it when she stopped.

"Your precum tastes good doesn't it?" She said, with a smirk on her face, while looking me right in the eyes. Then I saw her expression change, like she thought of something new. She still had one hand softly gripping my balls, but with the other, she lightly grabbed at my jaw.

"Stick out your tongue" she commanded, as she basically pulled my mouth open. She spit in my mouth and I felt it spray all over my cheeks and eyelids and I flinched back into the pillow. The reflex had my whole body tensed up.

She laughed, or more like huffed under her breath. She let go of my face and used that hand to simply place it softly around my shaft and I immediately began spasming, forcefully shooting about seven strong sprays onto my chest and stomach and neck and chin, and a few dribbles out onto her hand.