Unsolvable issue of being born

Nobody fucks around and explains this to us so we get to figure it out ourselves. People want to help, but nobody can fix the hurt or even scratch the surface of the issue not that anyone has gave any specific effort

When i was cut out of my mother we could have had a bright glistening moment of inspiration where the doctors simply vivisect my nascent neck hole. Instead i need to summon the will to do it myself, we cant at least come to agree the regretfulness of this

It feels like i always have to do everything myself