I just saw myself online

It was in undergrad. I agreed to sleep with a guy and his roommate in the parking garage after a party one night. I got undressed and lay in the backseat with my legs sticking out the door, and they took turns while the other kept watch. It was the kind of thing where everything kept escalating. I was pretty reckless back then. First one guy took off his condom, and told me to beg him not to come inside. I didn’t really care, but I knew he wanted it, so I did it. Then he came inside anyways and said, “Oops, too late, guess you’re pregnant.” They went to smoke, and I was just lying there naked with the car door open. Suddenly I heard a camera shutter, and jumped up. One of the guys had come back, he said, relax, your face isn’t in it, it’s just your pussy. Then the other guy came back and said he wanted to go raw, since I’d let the other guy. Halfway through, his friend stuck his phone through the door and pointed it at me.

In the video, I sort of start to get up, like I’m protesting, but the other guy is holding my legs up and resting most of his weight on me, so I can’t go anywhere. But then they pulled me out of the car and had me bend over the hood. And then they moved me back in the car and had me ride cowgirl. In the video, I’m leaned back, you can see everything, tits bouncing, his dick going directly into my vagina, the way my lips move in and out as I slide up and down his dick. I remember, he was holding the camera right in front of my pussy, I thought he had it angled down to look at directly where I was being fucked, but he’d actually angled it up, so you can see everything, even my face, as I’m getting pounded open. You can even see how wet I am, and into my pussy when the guy pulls out enough that I gape a bit around his cock.

It’s a grainy video, and on a pretty obscure website, but still obviously me. A guy from work sent it to me, he said he wouldn’t tell but thought I should know.