my RA made me write an essay about dorm rules. i wrote about us instead [19F]

so i got caught with wine and my RA made me write a stupid reflection essay. he’s a senior and takes his job way too seriously. i was still buzzed and annoyed, so instead of a normal apology, i ended up writing this incredibly unhinged confession about how i’ve been attracted to him since our first floor meeting. i printed it and slipped it under his door at 2am. woke up the next morning wanting to literally die.
he texted me to come to the RA office late that night. i went in totally expecting to be reported to housing. instead, he locked the door and just held the paper, asking what the hell i was thinking. the tension was insane. we ended up hooking up on his sad little office couch. someone walked past the door talking loudly at one point and i completely stopped breathing.
now it's incredibly awkward. i still have to see him in the halls and he hasn't texted me since. i don't even know if i'm still in trouble for the wine or what we are supposed to do now.