feeling invalid because i have no physical symptoms

don’t read this if numbers trigger you
but basically i’m 155cm and >!27kg!< and i have no physical complications. i’m fine, i have all my abilities which makes me feel really invalid whether it’s to choose recovery or just to stop losing weight. how do i accept that i’m sick enough if i don’t even have the most basic symptoms of anorexia?

i mean i’m glad i have no complications but at the same time it just pushes me to lose even more weight and i’m scared because i don’t want to die. i’ve been unintentionally maintaining my weight for more than 3 months and i don’t know if it’s because of my intake, i’ve been maintaining on 1300/1400 calories (85% junk) so could the fact that i don’t have any complications be related to what i’m eating ?

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