Went to a concert and it was very conflicting, but I think it was good too!

I went to a concert yesterday for a band I like!

My sibling took me bcus they like that band too! They also played the part of being my carer for the night, which was really nice of them. They made sure to check in on me through the night, but also pushed for me to do new things without pushing me too far.

We went on the edge of the mosh pit. I wasn't keen on the moshpit and my sibling didn't force me in. But they warned me that the whole floor area could turn into a minor moshpit and they were right.

What was so conflicting about it? I hate being touched by strangers. I hate awful smells. I hate stuffy air bcus it's hard to breathe. I hate unnecessary loud noises.

But I do lowkey kinda like the being squished feeling. I liked how the crowd interacted with the band and the weird noises the band got the crowd to do. I liked the music and how everyone was enjoying it. I like that there were some really nice and respectful people in the crowd around me.

So overall I think it was a good new experience and I'm glad to have experienced it. Would I do that kind of crowd again? Maybe... but likely not so close next time. I think I'd do it again but further back where it is more calm and I have more space!

I am very run down from a big night out, but still thankful to have that kind of experience crossed off my list so I know what it is like.